Loneliness can be a terrible thing but you all know you have the Brotherhood of the Light always with you.  You may not always hear us but we are here trying to protect you, sometimes from yourself.  You worry needlessly for only if you would open your heart would you feel the love of the spirit world that is all around you.  The Brotherhood is never ending it is the light that guides you.  We wish you nothing but good, there is no admonishment in the spirit world, you do that yourself, only you can judge you.  We of the spirit world have nothing but love for our fellow beings.  Do not worry needlessly of things that do not exist.  Demons of the mind are the only demons there are.  You allow these misgivings to grow in your mind until they seem like reality when they are just thoughts, thoughts that have no place in a loving heart.  Trust us.